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Love letter to you that I'm too pussy to post anywhere else.   
07:56pm 03/06/2008
 
mood: disappointed
music: tupelo honey - van morrison
Watching as the city lights sparkle in your eyes as we stumble into a car.
Hearing the sweet and cool sound of Sinatra as you flip bottles about behind the bar.
Smelling the aroma of green tea in the morning as my head spins.
Feeling the undeniable chemistry draw me to you.
Sharing a decadent mac and cheese with you
Thinking maybe I'll see you again.
 
     

(Wish upon a star)

 
da band   
01:11am 19/09/2007
 
mood: ecstatic
Jay's band played tonight.
They rocked it.
I took some pictures.
Friends showed up.
It was awesome.
 
     

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your saviour hates me   
02:33am 18/09/2007
 
mood: amused
Highly convincing joke site against goths:
God hates goths
 
     

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global dimming?   
10:05pm 13/09/2007
 
mood: contemplative
Article about global dimming documentry:
read here
Mother nature must be smarter than we could ever imagine.
Of course, this is all an illusion.
 
     

(Wish upon a star)

 
Yes I do own a vagina (not one made of plastic)...   
12:10am 11/09/2007
  The results from the quiz under the cut indicate I write like a very self absorbed man (it judges on public entries).
Oh it's just fascinating.
Please give me a new hobby )
 
     

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what a sadistic fucker   
02:51pm 26/06/2007
  I read this on craiglist:

"STOP TROLL STOP!!!


When I go out to eat, I love to cheat the waitress. I act as if everything is going great. My girlfriend and I work the waitress hard, make a lot of demands. But we act all cool...and the waitress thinks everything went great. Then, when we leave, we only leave a tiny tip. Last week the bill was $42, and we left $3. We peeked in the window and saw the waitress start crying. My girlfriend and I were laughing histerically. We've done this countless times. then we go home smiling and laughing."

Someone said you can judge a date by how they treat customer service staff.
scary person if this rings true.
 
     

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Tone deafness test.   
09:15pm 19/06/2007
  Take an online test to check your ability to read tonality.
clickity click
 
     

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the upcoming election   
03:02pm 01/06/2007
 
mood: relieved
I found a good site to research candidates for the upcoming united states presidential primary election.
Here is the site:
Project Vote Smart

I also found out that ANYONE can register for office:
Check out this guy: Jackson Kirk Grimes.
 
     

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fucking poppies...   
12:28am 12/05/2007
  Opium poppies are a big issue in Afganistan:
poppies
 
     

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changed the username   
01:02am 05/05/2007
 
mood: happy
music: winds quartets-t rex
chocolat_muse is now lost_the_key.
I'm not a muse and I'm not very chocolaty
Have a wonderful day my friends.
 
     

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why would anyone read this or write it   
02:29pm 24/07/2006
 
mood: talkative
The whole internet journal/blog thing is everywhere now (not to seem ultra hip, because it was everywhere when I started mine, now it is even more pervasive).
When talking about this in the physical world with some friends it was brought up about why anyone would want to share their personal issues with a bunch of people. Granted blogs/journals are also used to promote art and opinions.
Most of my personal journal content is my day and issues. I've read other journals and it is similar.
This long intro is for a simple question; why?
read on friend )
 
     

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01:54am 21/03/2006
  Just joined 43 things.
Perfect for the one thing I need in life: Inspiration.
one of the 43 things is idenifying 101 things to make me more creative.
Maybe if I do at least ten of these a day I can finish at least one of the 43 things I should do before I die:
1. meet creative people
cut for length )

okay that is three times more than what I intended.
 
     

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needs no explanation   
02:19am 06/11/2005
 
mood: good
music: Specialist-Interpol-Interpol
 
     

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09:55pm 22/10/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: The Best Things-Filter-Title of Record
Found a great site for underground media

Ifilm
 
     

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how to be a rebel...(humorous)   
05:20am 03/05/2003
 
mood: ashamed
Rules for being a rebel
1 Whatever you learned in school, from your parents or even from peers, ignore it, it is completely useless.
2 If your parents taught you to be religious, make your own relgion (ie sprite is god)
3 whatever your culture's politics are, defy them. If it is a democracy, become a communist or better yet an anarchist. If it is anarchy or communism become a democrat or even better declare yourself King.
4 If you don't own a fast car, it is ok to "borrow" it from your peers or parents. The ideal thing is to steal it from your nation's leader.
5 Whatever group of people you are with, disagree with every opinion they have.
If you don't like that plan, make fun of them for theirs.
6 Don't follow any rules
7 Make other people obey your rules
8 sneer at authority and dedicate every moment of your life to pissing them off.
9 follow these rules
10 Rebels don't follow rules, so make your own damn list
 
     

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quizz   
03:12pm 05/04/2003
 
mood: weird
music: Emerge- Various Artists
since I've been shy lately and I can't force myself to share anything here is a quiz:

Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge of the Dreaming, all imagination and creativity, everyone knows your beautiful realm, but none truly understand it. You are dark and%2
Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge
of the Dreaming, all imagination and
creativity, everyone knows your beautiful
realm, but none truly understand it. You are
dark and brooding, creative, and spend a lot of
time by yourself, just thinking. You are almost
as serious as Destiny, but not quite. Everyone
is enchanted by you, but you keep them all at a
distance, even when you shouldn't.


Which Endless are you?
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well that fits with how I have been feeling like lately..

hope everyone is having a nice day!
 
     

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09:32pm 10/03/2003
 
mood: drained
I've been ignoring my poor little journal lately, I've been quite active on deviantart.com (<a href="http://www.hert.deviantart.com> Link </a> ) It is a very cool site, with some very nice and phenomenonally talented indivduals. I mostly take photos for myself to improve my composition for storyboards (the sketches which are used as a reference when shooting a film/video). I'm kinda brain dead right now, so I'll have to update on my little life later.
 
     

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some art I drew about a year ago...   
12:46am 19/02/2003
 
mood: hungary
music: futurama

I was attempting to copy chagall's style, which is why the entire drawing is so rough. there are also so many details my camera missed, like the little drawings of stick figures in the rain.

drawing/taking photos/making is how I help myself through difficult situations. it also helps me be self reliant in dealing with strong emotions...plus they give my life meaning and keep me entertained.
 
     

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cute little thing ain't it?   
01:08am 21/01/2003
 
mood: confused
This is my little bit of the Mandelbrot set.
I got it from the mandelbit generator.
You can get one there too.
 
     

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yay the day day time is fun!   
08:14pm 10/01/2003
 
mood: silly
music: "eye yey eye it's senor ding dong"
I actually felt okay today, I actually I had a good day. I woke up next to mi honey, I exercised while enjoying the veiw from my building, which dispite the cracks in the walls and squeks in the equipment, was quite nice. I saw this:

I guess it takes a quarter to just get one rascal...damn cheap bastards.
I come to this journal so much when I am sad, it fails to show my wacky/silly/spontenious side....
ahhh yes, time to eat some sweåty båll brand popcorn balls (from SNL)... so tasty.
 
     

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